“It's all about you.”

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What good would it do if we just gave everything up now? Does it really make things easier? Seem easier, yes. But actually easier? Why does it feel as though we are going through the motion everyday? We wake up, we take our meals, we get through work, we sleep... Nothing changes, nothing that breaks away from the norm. What if we are too accustomed to this routine to the extent that we are afraid of change? Cringing as soon as something out of the blue crops up, unwilling to experiment with new ideas and fresh schools of thought, not daring to move out of this safe shell we call 'home'. It's an irony to think that change is the only constant in most circumstances. What happens if we choose to adhere this norm? Even in the face of choice, why do we opt to stick with what we have been following all this while just because it's been tried, tested and guarantee-stamped that it will work out? We are afraid. All of us will be. But I'm afraid that this fear of plucking my courage and sticking my head out will consume me.

This feels exactly like hydrogen-oxygen fuel compressed in a rusted tank: capable of maximising potential, only restricted by the limitations of the bearer.

I can still go on, but I am jaded.


But maybe, you were the reason my mind couldn't care less anymore.

Goodbye, you. I will leave you alone now.

Stereo Love - Edward Maya (Feat. Vika Jigulina)

When you gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go, don't let go, to my love

Can I get to your soul? Can you get to my thoughts?
Can you promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need, all the things that you need
You can make it feel so real
Cause you can't deny, you've blown my mind
When I touch your body, I feel I'm losing control
Cause you can't deny, you've blown my mind
When I see you baby, I just don't wanna let go

I hate to see you cry, your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry, my love is dying inside
I can fix all those lies, but baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you

Can I get to your soul? Can you get to my thoughts?
Can you promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need, all the things that you need
You can make it feel so real
Cause you can't deny, you've blown my mind
When I touch your body, I feel I'm losing control
Cause you can't deny, you've blown my mind
When I see you baby, I just don't wanna let go

When you gonna stop breaking my heart
Don't let go, don't let go to my love

I hate to see you cry, your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry, my love is dying inside
I can fix all those lies, but baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby, I'll try to make the things right
I need you more than air when I'm not with you
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I