I kind of have mixed feelings today, with Nationals ending and everything we worked so hard for coming to a close so seen. It just pains me so to see everything simply fade away in a few months time.
Been enduring a lot of torment over the week, even showing signs of weakness on some occasions. Have to sincerely thank those who have stuck through everything with me, even when it costed them their time.
I think life really is beautiful. But why must we always leave it to the last of moments before we truly appreciate what we have done?
Sometimes, it really is too late to realise.
Feeling emotional tonight, I really need some time out.