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Friday, January 30, 2009 || 7:33 PM
I really don't think my personality fits well in life.
I mean, come on, which person attends every single lecture (minus all those times where I have to miss them due to special circumstances), attends every tutorial in school, and still screws up at tests or exams? There's no logic.
Besides, this so-called 'integrity' or 'responsibility' factor of mine falls on deaf ears anyway. Deaf eyes, maybe, most people never look at the small little things that matter most of the time. Miss Lee didn't turn up on time for tutorial today, which was kind of weird, so I decided to go to the staff room to call her. She happened to be there, and seemed to be quite surprised over misjudging our tutorial time, thinking that it was supposed to start half an hour hour later. She then hurried to pack her things to proceed to our class.
Walking back to the classroom, most of the class seemed expectant over tutorial period being cancelled or something. I mean, who doesn't enjoy a good break from school.
I just told them that she was on her way. Without much surprise, most of the class gave huge sighs and stuff, as their thoughts of having time to relax was blown.
But what hurts me the most were those short but incisive words, spewing from the mouths of a few who apparently weren't quite pleased with what I said to the class.
'OMG why did you go call her? She hasn't actually started on Benzenes yet!'
'You stupid or stupid? We could have gotten a break!'
'Walao!'
I'm not sure about a a lot of things. Although Minghui was really nice enough to mention that it was all part of integrity by calling Miss Lee to class, I can't help but wonder if anyone actually appreciates what others do for them, all the little things, even when inconveniences come with these doings?
Everything I do, I give my best. Or at least, most of the time.
But is it enough?
