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Friday, January 16, 2009 || 9:06 PM
I honestly haven't had a proper day's break this week at all.
School has now been into its first week, but it hasn't been fantastic as I expected to be, or what I foreseen in the holidays. R-papers were totally crap, and I cannot digest the fact that I started studying like crazy 6 weeks ago and ending up with this kind of ******-** performance of mine, and it really doesn't help matters when I can't find out what the hell is wrong with my study pattern at all.
This feeling really does suck. That feeling of shame, a sense of uselessness, and the weakness to lift your head up high. I really don't want any of this at all. Not one bit.
I have only 9 months, give or take, to experiment any new study methods. I want to see any grade that is above an E SO BADLY!!!! I haven't met anyone who does so badly like me currently. I haven't got any idea how to improve by CT's so that I can get rid of all the remedials off my back.
I want to do better, but I just don't know how.
