“It's all about you.”

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I wonder which lure is stronger, the stuff on my computer or the drive to complete more maths questions and feeling like you are the smartest ass in the world after finishing them.

I feel like one tonight. Really. I'm serious. Okay that might seem like something complimentary or derogatory or either way, I don't care. I'm quite surprised I understood everything I'm working on this evening.

Recent times have been fluctuating so much, on the low end on one day, the other end on another. Just how does it feel like to be on top of your life every single day of your life, if that's ever possible? Just why is it so difficult to keep the 42 muscles on your face working hard, so that everyone around you feels good as well?

I'm trying really hard to pull myself away from the computer as often as I can these days. Ain't working too well, but I know I'm trying. If I just crack, I would probably just shove my rolled-up Cristiano Ronaldo poster up the monitor and be done with it.

I want a normal life. Just how much is it worth?