“It's all about you.”

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Hmm. I think I need a bit of getting used to the holidays, or not.

Supposed to go down to school today and move a whole load of Air Rifle stuff to HomeTeamNS. BUKIT GOMBAK. Like, what the hell please. I'm surprised my ears haven't cracked from hearing that we are supposed to go there for 5 TIMES A WEEK, 4 HOURS A DAY to shoot at targets and improve my nonsensical score. Bahh.

40+ weapons and a whole load of bulky suitcases up for transport would mean that a big vehicle is required, right? But nooooooooooooo, the bus company only gave us a teeny-weeny little coach that looked as though it would break down at any moment. Stuffing the things in was one problem, getting the 20+ people in that moving piece of metal was another.

And, getting the things out when we reached there was yet another problem. BAHH.

I'm glad that the moving is all over. Although that might have helped for my pull-ups but I'm not going to do this everyday so thank you very much, bus company. Lol.

Training started today. It's like shit! I just don't see how I'm ever going to improve within a month.

Bukit Gombak. Bukit Gombak. I just think I dread Bukit Gombak now. Gahh.

The holiday training programme is SHITTY.

It's practically 5 times a week. Sundays are off, BUT IT'S 5 TIMES A WEEK.

OMG. WHAT AM I TO DO?!

You probably don't feel this sense of absence and loss though.

I guess that's okay.

A good defense translates to a great offense as well.

Push on, Manchester United. (:

YAY. I've had my fair share of sleep, so I'm happy! Jajajajaja.

But in any case, today was super sian. With like, nothing to do (or I think), I just played with my computer for the whole morning. Bahaha. Although that albeit is a waste of time, but tell me what else can I do?

My parents wanted me out for the afternoon, so my brother and I was like, damn sian again. Cos' my parents were doing what they like doing, shopping around, doing whatever my brother and I never do. So both the both of us were like, stoning all the way till they decided to turn back home.

Bahh. Hurry up, 4 days.

I think my mind is itching to succumb to craziness.

I never realised I overshot Tampines MRT until the train stood still for 1 whole minute at Pasir Ris MRT this evening.

Gahh. Feeling a bit sceptical over how dumb I can get.

In any case, I'm so looking forward and so not looking forward to the holidays. OMG, I dunno what I should be feeling when they are only like, 1 week away?

Talk about having my own free time, 4 days a week have to be set aside for training at Bukit Batok which adds up to like, $4 on travelling alone? I could have spent that on Maximum Tune 3 and open up a can of whoopass for myself. Lol.

Shucks. This better get better. ):

事实是无情和残酷的。
自己多么想逃跑，但是自己也知道这是不可能的。
自己多么希望明天会更好，但是自己也知道这是不可能的。
自己多么想要一个美好的一天。
但是自己也知道这是不可能的。

I hereby declare that caffeine has a reverse effect on me.

WARGH. I am now doubly tired after downing some coffee which I thought would make me hold out tonight and finish my GP comprehension and look through Chemistry for tomorrow's test.

Guess I'm very, very, very screwed.

I think maybe I should just shut up and sit by the side and wait for everything to pass me by. That would do everyone so much good.

I think I know everything. So yeah.

My sister finally cracked from work after like I-don't-know-how-many months.

I won't know if I will go the same way too. Bahaha.

I think, along with a lot of other people thinking as well, that sleeping too much everyday does a lot of damage to you.

I was so reluctant to get out of bed this morning. Maybe I just have to adjust my sleeping patterns by a bit. ):

I won't be able to strain my eyes open for much longer.

What doesn't take a whole lot out of you, besides a day full of just numbers, alphabet and equations?

No idea.

I'm seeing stars over work today, and it's possibly the craziest thing I have ever done in 17 years.

Tell me about June holidays please. Though I know it's not going to be much better even when they come.

I dream.

Of a day where all wishes come true.

Yet, we know that day will never come.

No man is an island
No man stands alone
Each man's joy is joy to me
Each man's grief is my own
We need one another
So I will defend
Each man as my brother
Each man as my friend

No man is an island
Far out in the blue
We all look to One above
Who our strength doth renew
When I help my brother
Then I know that I plant the seeds
Of friendship that will never die

I saw the people gather
I heard the music start
The song that they were singing
Is ringing in my heart

No man is an island
No man stands alone
Each man's joy is joy to me
Each man's grief is my own
We need one another
So I will defend
Each man as my brother
Each man as my friend