“It's all about you.”

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I can't believe I simply threw away 15 points just like that at the competition today.

I really couldn't believe it when I threw away the first 8 points when I shot a '1'. I guess it's all in the nerves, really. And things didn't really improve later though, I shot another '2', and threw away the next 7 points.

I just can't forgive myself for making stupid mistakes such as these. How am I going to help contribute to an award in the Nationals if I were to continue shooting like that? ):

Bahh. Now that I have missed an entire day of school, I got extra homework to do than the rest. ):

Oh my goodness. I have suffered a thigh strain from mock NAPFA today!!!

And I nearly fell down the entire flight of steps in LT1 today because my legs couldn't control myself, which probably resulted in my knees giving way and falling forward.

Bahh. I'm not happy with this condition. ):

For goodness sake, Sheng Chow, just endure!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm choosing not to run away, as far as I can go. I choose not to back out if I can help it.

Today wasn't a good day either, so it didn't help things. Tutorials are giving me a lot of problems, and it's not as if I have very little of them to cope with anyway.

How I wished I was more appreciative of the life I have been given here. ):

Stupid power trips can make me go mad. Not once, but twice.

Damn it. I was watching Youtube videos when the screen just went 'Zzz' and shriveled up. What the hell. That was just the first time. The second time was me successfully logging into Battleon and 'Zzz'-ing again. Bahh.

Oh, and to Da Silva Eduardo of Arsenal, you are probably the bravest person I have come across thus far. Recover soon ya? (:

Gosh, I suppose I need to get a life. Like, real soon.

I don't believe that I'm getting sian easily with every passing day now. Even with so many things to do. ):

Tch.

In O1, 2008, the rankings of the OGs are as follows:

8. Avalon
7. Valour
6. Ralphiel
5. Igor
4. Theodore
3. Cyrus
2. Osiris
1. Ivanhoe!!!

6 weeks have passed since then...

In O2, 2008, the rankings of the OGs are as follows:

8. Avalon
7. Ralphiel
6. Osiris
5. Theodore
4. Igor
3. Cyrus
2. Valour
1. Ivanhoe!!!

Ivanhoe has won. Twice. In the 2 possible orientations of the year. Go Ivanhoe!

Went to school for training. And for training only. Haha. I shudder to think what I would be doing for the entire morning, seeing that I'm going to skip O2. Lol.

Amazing! I suddenly felt like dancing a few minutes ago.

And today was such an utter waste of time. lol. But at least, I managed to get my hands on the school piano for 20 minutes for self-improvisation. Whee.

It takes one whole hour to get something right, but only a minute to ruin it.

Zzz.

Hoping for improved spirits.

If they ever will come, that is.

Oh my, it's THAT time of the year already?

You are so kidding me...

If I ever had a penchant for pain, today would be the milestone for it.

I have never over-exerted myself to the point where I get a head-splitting headache. Every time I move my head, it feels like an arrow just pierced my head or something.

Resigned to going back early today after the cross-country race, at the expense of not going out with anybody. And it's a Friday.

Good grief.

It's your opponent's serve.

You win that serve.

0-15.

Your opponent serves again.

You win that serve again.

0-30.

Your opponent serves yet again.

You win that serve yet again.

0-40.

Break point.

'The A.
That is a stream of life that flows around the planet.
It's the source of the planet and every life that lives on it.
B has discovered a way to use A into resources.
Thanks to that, our lifestyles have gotten better.
But, there were many who believed that it shaved away the life out of this planet.
B tried to subdue people who opposed them with force.
B has elite guards called C.
Long time ago, the worst thing came falling from space and tried to destroy this world...
It was those who had D implanted in them.
Among them was this excellent C named E.
But, once he found out that he was created out of a dreadful experiment, he began to hold a grudge against B.
And then, before one noticed, he began to hold a grudge against everything.'

There's always a a time for everything.

There's a time to speak in a raised voice.

Now's not it.

There's a time to shout.

Now's not it.

There's a time to scream.

Now's not it.

There's a time to yell.

Now's not it.

There's a time to stay silent.

Now's the time.

Tch. It's quiet.

My siblings are asleep, my parents are out, my pet birds just finished their food. All is quiet.

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And is there anyone with a video camera I can borrow?

A while ago, I was on the train, on my way back home. And I saw this boy sitting down.

He seemed so ordinary: wearing spectacles, listening to his MP3, a sling bag over his shoulder and all.

However, he was playing with his Rubik's cube.

Well, if you call it playing. He was spinning the cube in his hands really fast. It was all just a whirl of colours shifting here and there. That was at Bugis station. He then kept the cube in his bag after solving it, and took his phone out for SMSing.

It's that crazy, I tell you. I wasn't paying much attention at the time, so I didn't know how much time he took to solve the cube.

The next time he took out the cube again, it was at Tanah Merah. The train doors just closed, about to leave, when the boy finished messing up the cube for solving again.

Considering how noob-ish I am at this, I made a mental bet with myself that he can solve the cube by the Tampines station, 2 stations away from Tanah Merah.

Guess what? He solved the cube two times even before the train started slowing down close to Tampines.

I am so sick with Chelsea. Lol.

Missed out on training today because of the CT interview and a meeting with coach. Which means no get-together session with Razr. Bahh. ): I think I have started to think alike with it (Or him. Or her. I haven't decided.) after these few days.

Lunch at Burger King with the juniors. Some of them were innately hilarious, talking lots of rubbish and making everyone laugh like crazy. They even joined in the 'stealing' of Pandora's water bottle and wallet, faking faces and all. I sense a period of impending doom for Pandora in the coming months. (:

Past few days have been quite rubbish-y. I need a jolt.