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Friday, May 25, 2007 || 3:52 PM
Full-day today. Though Mr Chan got around with some of his usual prep-talk again. Nonetheless, we got what we wanted.
Moved to class to claim holiday work and the Elective report. Moved into V13 and played bridge again. Then I went down to the range to wait for more people to arrive before we all went off for JTS together at Seoul Garden, Takashimaya.
Stoned on bus 36 for like half an hour or so. Played a bit of Pokemon TCG before we got off. Moved into the restaurant as per normal, like any other regular VJC student would.
Everyone got a bit hungry, so we started to get the food. Meat and vegetables and for some weird reason, noodles? Kai Liang 'found it funny and interesting', then decided to take it. Zzz.
Started to cook the meat and stuff. Each of us ate up like half a plate of meat or even more. Got really full within a short time. Even Chiu Yee and Shermaine had to get out of the restaurant for a walk. Heh.
Just when everyone is feeling all high and happy, I felt like I am the only person in the entire group of people who felt really low at that moment.
Seeing all the happy faces around me, and thinking that a moody person like me is in the way, I decided to make my way home alone after the meal, not saying a word when I left.
It's time like these that I feel all down, scared of ruining everyone's mood and... afraid? I didn't look back while walking away. But honestly speaking, that was the best ARC event of the year as of May 2007.
Special thanks to Chiu Yee, Esmond, Ahmad, Kai Liang, Jenny, Sihua, Shunyuan and Zihui for realising that I was leaving.
I really do need to change my perception of the world.
Maybe it's not that bad as I have thought?
Oh, and that little promise to myself about making others happy all the while?
I suppose it has to wait slightly longer before I actually accomplish that promise.
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