Come to think of it, I really should just shut up and sit back. It's not going to be fun when you suddenly realised you said the wrong thing.
Maybe I should just throw away my sense of humour. It's starting to get nowhere, making wrong decisions and turns. It's not going to be useful in certain times.
Yeah. Maybe it's time. I should just be totally neutral about everything. Because I don't want to hurt again.
There's only half a year for me. I am not going to ruin it.
I wouldn't substitute you for anything else in the world. Not for these 4 years, at least.