One word that causes trouble and weakness that feeds on you.
It is written somewhere in the heavens above, that I am not supposed to have anybody by my side.
Yes, no one. Take the death of an old friend as the example.
The role model my mother was always talking about, has disappeared into the winds some days ago, leaving behind a legend that shall be continued by his close friends.
That would exclude me.
Because I am just a nobody. I am not even a primary school friend of his.
How do I know him?
Kindergarten years.
Pathetic.
Now there is almost no one I can possibly go to or look up to.
No one.
Rest in peace, my old friend. I have never been a good one myself.